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Character: Sakura Matou.
Age: Eighteen, after the two-year timeskip from the prior events of Heaven's Feel.
Canon: Fate/Stay Night — specfically the Heaven's Feel route.
Canon Point: Post Heaven's Feel; True Ending.
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Personality:
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"Sakura was born with great potential and rare natural talent, considered to be a miracle equal to that of Rin with even the same magical energy level as her. It surpasses the norm of "natural talent" or "inborn skill" possessed by others, and due to that she would be in danger without the protection of a magi house, can be equated to a curse in a way. She was given to the Matou house to act as their heir for this reason, but Zouken did not intend to use her for that purpose. For the purpose of acclimatization, she has to undergo constant torture in the basement of the Matou household. The way they pass on their magecraft is not a study, but constant, lifelong torture due to Zouken's preference. Taught to the body rather than the mind, she is forced through immense pain and stress constantly for her "education." The changes are so extensive as to change her hair color, eye color, and every cell in her body so that they no longer reflect her Tohsaka heritage."
— Abilities, wiki.
As mentioned in the above summary, Sakura is a mage of natural born talent. Her mana pools are absolutely endless due to being subjected to the Matou family’s seal known as a Magic Crest, a series of Magical Circuits that a mage uses to place all their learned spells throughout their lives and pass it down to their successor (usually their first-born child). While not being of the Matou bloodline, the Crest Worms implanted in Sakura are unique since they have the fragments of the Holy Grail summoned in the 4th Grail War as component materials. After an incubation period of almost 11 years, the worms have spread themselves through her entire body. Her Element was changed to the water alignment with her acclimation to the Matou magecraft, so she cannot display her true talent. Her Crest Worms will feed on any excess magical energy she circulates before she can use a spell, leaving her unable to even cast any in most cases. While most of the Crest Worms are purged from her body, due to them devouring it on a constant basis her entire life, she is an incapable mage. 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭, 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲!
IMAGINARY NUMBERS : Sakura possesses a unique magecaft element (along with the element of Water), also known as Hollow. An incredibly rare ability that is effective against beings made out of Ether, in other words, spirits. It doesn’t work on things that have a physical body. Along with the Matou family’s teachings, it’s possible to capture and imprison a spirit into another dimension where Shadows live, and once she becomes the premature version of Angra Mainyu, she can even use this ability against humans. Not much else is said about this in canon, and Sakura has never been taught to use it.
DARK SAKURA : Since Sakura was actually being turned into a sort of fake “Holy Grail” by Zouken, he can turn her into a premature Angra Mainyu at his will, which is an evil being that resides within the Holy Grail. However, once she regains consciousness and rejects Zouken’s orders, she becomes “Dark Sakura”. She has access to the infinite amount of magical energy in the holy grail in this state and can, therefore, use powerful magic simply from what little she knew of magecraft. Once she’s in this state she is bound by contract to the spirit of Angra Mainyu, since she serves as a host for him, and therefore cannot revert unless the contract is severed in some way. After the events of Heaven's Feel, Dark Sakura is rendered completely dormant once Zouken is dead. Dark Sakura is apart of her and occasionally shows face when Sakura is in a negative mood. However, Sakura can still use some of Dark Sakura's abilities which are listed below:
Black Shadow:
Shadow Giants: Are familiars that Sakura can summon with the usage of her Hollow magecraft. Under normal circumstances, they are extremely small, but when her powers are augmented by Angra Mainyu and the Holy Grail, their size increases vastly and they start acting as a materialized curse and are hard to control. Luckily with Dark Sakura dormant, they are hardly threatening. Sakura uses them behind the scenes to complete small tasks.
Shadow Giants: Are familiars that Sakura can summon with the usage of her Hollow magecraft. Under normal circumstances, they are extremely small, but when her powers are augmented by Angra Mainyu and the Holy Grail, their size increases vastly and they start acting as a materialized curse and are hard to control. Luckily with Dark Sakura dormant, they are hardly threatening. Sakura uses them behind the scenes to complete small tasks.
ABSORPTION : Under extreme duress, she can cast a spell using the Matou "absorption" nature magecraft, and it shoots like a spear, stabbing and entangling the part hit to drain the person of energy.
Alignment: Daimonia. Throughout Heaven's Feel, Sakura is subjected to varying amounts of mental and physical abuse— she's quite miserable and it shows. But when she realizes that there are people that love her, and the boy she loves risks his own life for her happiness... she can finally, genuinely smile and look toward the future where she can live the life she's always wanted by his side.
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visuals ▌how do you say goodbye to someone who was never there?











the mess you made of him,
the scars you placed on him,
the blood you bathed him in,
it sticks to you.
it stains you.
do this, and it won't be the last time
you see his face, see him.
first thing in the morning,
last thing at night,
and he'll be with you while you dream.
you end his life, and he'll invade yours.
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THE CLEAN(ISH) SECTION
Full name: Matou Sakura ( born as Tohsaka Sakura ) Age: 17~18. Though for comfortability purposes I default to eighteen. Birthdate: March 2nd. Sign: Pisces. Height: 156 cm/5’01” Weight: 46 kg/101lbs Scars: None. Piercings: None. Tattoos: None. Other bodily markings: None. Build: Sakura is mostly noted for her defined figure throughout any route the protagonist takes, most noticeably she has a large chest. She’s particularly waifish for the most part, but has some obvious curves around the hips, waist and thighs. Residence: Fuyuki City. Occupation: Homurahara Academy student. Archery club president. Drinking? No. Smoking? No. Other daily habits: Cooking, mostly. A hobby she has grow fond of after spending her days in the kitchen with Shirou. Archery also seems to be another hobby she partakes in after school. Though by now it’s mostly out of responsibility to be a good “senpai” for others than actual interest. She actually hates sports. Hair: A vivid, bright purple. Occasionally looks like a dark blue depending on lighting. Clothes: Pastel colors, most inclined to wearing pink, purple, white or grey. Very feminine, defaults to dresses, skirts, and flowy shirts. Scent: She spends a great deal of time being compared to a cherry blossom tree, and quite possibly smells as such during the season of which they bloom. Soap (dish detergent), light air freshener, etc. Soft scents that aren’t overwhelming, but pleasant. Other notable physical details: None. Spoken language(s): Japanese, English. Probably not well versed in English, however. Voice: All voices, including both English versions are included. However, I much prefer Sherry Lynn as a seiyuu, as she captures the idea that Sakura’s voice is very high pitched and whispery. |
THE DIRTY(ISH) SECTION
Sexual preference: Sakura is a 1 on the Kinsey Scale, which is described as, “Predominantly heterosexual, only incidentally homosexual”. She is seen as heterosexual, but sees some romantic and physical attraction in females. She has not, however, partaken in sexual acts with another female. Headcanon-wise she is more or less a demisexual biromantic, and values emotional bonds with her lover rather than their gender role. Long story short: she has to like you as a person before she likes what you have below the belt. Where they fall on the D/s spectrum: Wholly submissive. Dark Sakura, however, is another story entirely. Cup size: Canon dictates that Sakura is a size B85 ( U.S. comparison of a 38B ). Pubic hair: Hair does not grow that much down below, but she has a small patch of dark purple hair above the labia. Size preference: She is not particularly a sexual individual, so she does not have a preference when it comes to the size of any of her partners. Best sexual experience: The one time she had sex with Shirou. Memorably the first time she ever felt cared for sexually and gave her plenty of emotional validation for her existence as a person. Worst sexual experience: The past eleven years of Shinji molesting her. It is something that has made her into somewhat of a self-degrading and loathsome person. Because of it, she has an unsettling hatred for her own body and its wellbeing, but that rarely comes to surface. It mostly made her into a sexual deviant, and derives pleasure from pain, whether physical or emotional. Top or bottom? More accustomed being in the role of a bottom, but it depends on her comfortability level with her partner, and she much rather talk it out than hurriedly make a mistake in the bedroom. Favorite position? Missionary, spooning positions, or anything that allows hugging or hand holding. Underwear: Fairly bland, cotton panties in different colors. Usually pink. Number one fantasy: Marrying Shirou, or just simply being happy with someone she loves. Sensitive areas: Hair (scalp, or pulling on her hair), nipples, inner thighs. No-no places/triggers: She doesn’t really have any, but she has a unusual vendetta against someone behind her placing a hand on her shoulders. Favorite place to have sex: In a bedroom, boring, I know. Sakura is a very private person. Something they want to try but haven't before: BDSM (light). Specifically blindfolding. Maybe voyeurism? Or at least semi-public sex with a risk of being caught during. Favorite kinks/sex acts: Secretly into degradation, humiliation and spanking. She has masochistic tendencies, and likes verbal abuse. But you won’t hear that from her. Sleep naked or in pajamas? She wears lace trimmed nightgowns. No bra, but wears panties underneath as a standard. Masturbation: Surprisingly frequently, mostly to stave of any “urges” the last bit of crest worms give her. At least four times a week. She’s very embarrassed about this, so don’t expect her to acknowledge it. Toys? She does not use them. Turn-ons: Affectionate partners, intimacy/foreplay before sex, slight dirty talk, height differences, partners with red/ginger hair. What was their first time like? Awful, she doesn’t like talking about it since her “first time” wasn’t exactly with a person, but with a lot worms sodomizing her. And she was also at least younger than ten years old. After-sex habits: Sakura is a very emotional person, and her value for her partner usually dictates how she will respond and act once the high of sexual adrenaline is gone. If she dislikes or fears her partner she becomes withdrawn, aloof and will hurriedly leave the area. Beloved partners or friends get plenty of aftercare, and she is surprisingly talkative! Anything else? Kink list goes here. |